Confusion never stops

What if there was no light?

Nothing wrong, nothing right.

Gonna leave this space dead for awhile. I will probably update if i'm in the mood to.

And as for now, goodbye.

x

Felyn.

You said i could write anything here.

Anything.

I love you :-)

Ok bye *hearts*

Empty spaces fill me up with holes, distant faces with no place left to go

Life's as boring as ever. That's why i haven't been updating lately. Nothing interesting to blog about.

Just got back from indonesia yesterday. Well, many things happened. And these things are way too personal to put it up here.

Anyway, i learnt how ugly a human heart can get, how money can change relationships, how bad it hurts to lose someone, how destructing to find out things you aren't suppose to know and yet you still have to pretend you don't know anything.

The ugly side of a human, yes?

And breaking down in front of people is just a total disgrace. It just shows how weak you are on the inside.

Ha ha so emotional huh.

Oh, i received a letter about my appeal for the POA and it is successful :-)

Thank god or else i have to take art......... ha i hate drawing

Ok bye

Kevjumbababababa, i like it

I just need youtube videos

to get me through this holiday.

Bye.

"

the way he sings "we are who we are~"

gosh *v*

Julia Sheer's voice is amazzzzzing.

To write love on her arms

I feel like shit.

Damn, my friends are sssssssooo sweet :')

http://o-verflowinginsanity.blogspot.com/2010/11/will-you-still-be-here.html

http://m-aladjustment.blogspot.com/2010/11/another-fact-about-most-singaporeans.html

Hah thank you. Don't worry i will be fine! I'm just making sure that i won't gain weight and i won't be overweight. Lol. Hhehehehehe thank you so much :)

Long live car crashed hearts

i broke my specs.

Bones

I just binged.

And now i fall one step away to be skinny.

Gonna burn calories tomorrow *determined*

Haha i got the sudden enthusiasm running through my veins to be skinny to be skinny to be skinny to be skinny!!! So i've decided to only consume 1000 calories tomorrow. And exercise exercise exercise hardcore(hah, hopefully) But i'm not very sure if i can calculate my calories well... :O

Ok bye

"Because i have no friends to sing with."

gosh this is damn cute *u*

Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM

You said everything was slipping right out of our hands

I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known

Then, you took me by surprise

You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

Everything is slipping right out of our hands

Another lifeless day with brandi & jocelyn.

• Woke up at 8am in the morning when we're suppose to meet at 8.
• Brandi was still sleeping at 0815!!!
• Breakfast at macs.
• Headed down to buangkok.
• Decided to go elsewhere cause it's all filled with aunties and uncles......
• High high high.
• Hgm>frolick>home>sleep>bishan>home

Me: It's 1111!!! Let's make a wish to get a job.

Jocelyn: *Close her eyes and prays* I hope that we are all able to-

Me & Brandi: *Look at each other* ._.

Me: We don't do it like that. We tweet.

Ha ha you're suppose to laugh.

I.need.to.get.a.life.

Ok bye.

iWant iPhone :(

Sighgghhhhhhhhhhhh i regretted buying bb :( :( :( :( :( :(

Another casualty of casual love

kekekekekekekekekkekekeke <:

I have this sudden obsession over angmohs guys........ don't you think they're so cute <: <:

Hehe anyway i woke up at 3.36pm and i thought there was something wrong with my phone cause my clock in my room was 5pm. Hah.

Anyway it's nearly 2 and i'm still wide awake :( I have another solo date with brandi tomorrow for job hunting. I guess this is the 4th time i'm going out with her since the holidays started?!?! Hehehe.

I spent 2hrs painting my nails pink and i don't like it >:(

Ok bye.

heh goodnight, gonna sleep now :)

Rose

Rose: I love you, Jack.
Jack: Don’t you do that, don’t say your good-byes.
Rose: I’m so cold.
Jack: Listen, Rose. You’re gonna get out of here, you’re gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you’re gonna watch them grow. You’re gonna die an old… an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?
Rose: I can’t feel my body.
Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me… it brought me to you. And I’m thankful for that, Rose. I’m thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you’ll survive. That you won’t give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.
Rose: I promise.
Jack: Never let go.
Rose: I’ll never let go. I’ll never let go, Jack.

x

Hi. Woke up 10 today and i was feeling really tired so i decided to sleep for another 15mins. And i woke up again at 1115. So i quickly bathed and told micaela and felyn to go ecp first.

Dad drove me to serangoon to get my cam from alfreda's maid before dropping me off at ecp. Met wr and the rest and they were going off to rent bikes. Wasn't in the mood to do anything so i just sat there with hazel. Haha damn awkward right. So we just sat there and talked. And we bumped into the 2-2 people. Lol.

Shortly after micaela & felyn came and we went off to macs to eat cause i was hungry. Treated them Mcflurry and coke :> And we just sat there and talked. I AM A PSYCHIC MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA >:D *hint hint micaela*

Anyway after that the rest came and joined us at macs and they wanted to walk over to PP.

Walked around and got 'stuck' in the toilet w felyn. Dad fetched me and gave jocelyn a ride home. Decided to redeem the cake voucher for jocelyn as a birthday cake @ serangoon grdn. Treated her frolick and ate at chomp chomp! :)

I was super full afterwards :<

Came home, helped alfreda upload her pics, slept and bathed.

bored derob

From: b-eautifultrgdy

i'm loud.

i’m obnoxious.

i’m sarcastic.

i’m cocky.

i cry easily.

i have a bad temper.

for the most part i don’t like people.

i’m easy to get along with.

i have more enemies than friends.

i’ve smoked weed.

i drink coffee.

i clean my room daily.

my appearance:

i wear makeup.

i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.

i wear contacts.

i wear glasses

i have braces.

i change my hair colour often

i straighten my hair often

i have a piercing

i have small feet

relationships:

i’m in a relationship now.

i’m single.

i’m crushin’.

i’m in love.

i’m always scared of being hurt.

i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.

i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.

i believe in love at first sight.

i believe lust is more important than love.

friendships:

i have a best friend.

i have at least ten good friends.

i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.

i’ve beaten up a friend.

i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.

i can trust at least five people with my life.

experiences:

i’ve been on a plane.

i’ve been on a train.

someone close to me has died.

i’ve taken a taxi.

i’ve taken a city bus.

i’ve taken a school bus.

i’ve gone bungee jumping.

i’ve made a speech.

i’ve been in some sort of club.

i’ve won an award.

i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

music:

i listen to r&b.

i listen to country.

i listen to pop.

i listen to techno.

i listen to rock.

i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.

i hate the radio.

i download music.

i buy cd’s.

television:

i spend at least six hours a day watching television.

i watch soap operas daily.

i’m in love with days of our lives.

i’ve seen and liked the o.c.

i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.

i’ve seen and like americas next top model.

i’ve seen and like popular.

i’ve seen and like 24.

i’ve seen and liked csi.

i’ve seen and like everwood.

family life:

i get along with both of my parents.

my biological parents are still together.

i have at least one full brother.

i have at least one full sister.

i have at least one step brother/sister.

i have at least one half brother/sister.

i’ve been kicked out of the house.

i’ve ran away from my home.

i’ve sworn at my parents.

i’ve made my parents cry.

i’ve lied to my parents.

i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.

i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.

i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.

i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.

hair:

i’ve been brown. 

i’ve had streaks.

i’ve cut my hair in the past year.

i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.

i’ve been blonde.

i’ve had black.

i’ve been red.

i’ve been light brown.

i’ve been medium brown.

i’ve been blue/green.

i’ve gotten my hair thinned.

i use conditioner.

i’ve used silk therapy.

i’ve used hot oil treatments.

i’ve curled my hair.

i’ve straightened my hair.

i’ve ironed my hair.

i’ve braided my hair.

school:

i’ve yelled at a teacher.

i’ve been suspended.

i’ve had an in-school suspension.

i’ve been sent to the principals office.

i’ve walked out of class.

i’ve skipped an entire day of school.

i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

i’ve failed a test.

i’ve cheated on a test.

i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.

i’ve failed art.

i’ve failed p.e.

i’ve failed math.

i’ve failed science.

i’ve failed another class.

a teacher has called my parents

From: huntedsouls

APPEARANCE

[ ] I am shorter than 5’4. (1.63m)

[x] I think I’m ugly all the time

[x] I have many scars.

[x] I tan easily.

[x] I wish my hair was a different color.

[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

[ ] I have a tattoo

[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.

[x] I wear glasses

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, painless and scar-free.

[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.

[x] I have more than 2 piercings.

[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears

[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY

[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.

[x] I’ve run away from home.

[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house.

[x] My biological parents are together.

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.

[x] I want to have kids someday.

[x] I want to adopt someday.

[ ] I’ve lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK

[X] I’m in school.

[ ] I have a job.

[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.

[ ] I almost always do my homework.

[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.

[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.

[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.

[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job

[ ] I’ve been fired.

EMBARASSMENT

[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.

[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.

[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.

[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.

[x] I’ve glued my hand to something

[x] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.

HEALTH

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.

[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.

[ ] I’ve broken a bone.

[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.

[ ] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.

[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.

[ ] I had a serious surgery.

[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

[ ] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELING

[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.

[x] I’ve been on a plane.

[ ] I’ve been to Canada.

[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.

[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.

[ ] I’ve been to Japan.

[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] I’ve been to Europe.

[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.

[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.

[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.

[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.

[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.

[ ] I’ve been to a casino.

[ ] I’ve been skydiving.

[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.

[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.

[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[ ] I’ve crashed a car.

[ ] I’ve been Skiing

[ ] I’ve been in a play.

[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.

[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.

[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.

[ ] I’ve played chicken.

[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.

[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.

[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.

[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS

[ ] I’m single

[ ] I’m in a relationship.

[ ] I’m engaged.

[ ] I’m married.

[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.

[ ] I miss someone right now.

[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.

[ ] I’ve gotten divorced

[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.

[ ] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.

[ ] I’ve loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

x

Someday. Someday.

x

:) ?

I want to be a billionaire, so fricking bad.

So, yesterday headed to town with brandi and we caught PA2 at cine. Ha, we managed to sneak in!!! :)

Uncle: Show me your ICs

Me: We forgot to bring...

U: Why forgot to bring?!?!?! Yknow you watching movie alr why never bring ic!?!?!!? >:(

Me & B: Er..... we forgot

U: Which year you born in?

Me: *mentally calculating*

B: 1993!

U: Ok this time i let you in but nxt time better bring your ic ok!!!! Later government go in catch you!!!!

Me & B: :D

We look like 16. Should we be happy or sad? Lol.

Anyway, the movie wasn't as scary as i expected. But it is still worth watching. And this is my first time watching horror movie in the theater!!! (Y)

Coldrock for ice cream aft the movie.

After that we walked around and we were really depressed....... :'(

Read brandi's blog for more details.

Halloween 2010

Had a belated halloween party over at brandi's yesterday. It was fun getting sugar high from eating too many monster sweets and camwhoring ;) And we were supposed to watch a horror movie, KM13 but failed horribly because it was so boring...... -_-

I went high and self entertained myself by tying two ponytails. Kekekekkekeke.

My red ribbon so cute right!!!! Omg so cute :>

Had a gr8 time with them ♥

Anyway i want to get a photo printer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Any recommendation for canon photo printer? :(

And i guess i'm probably getting a job this holiday. Job hunt this sunday, anyone? :)